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【WNZ-422】THE放尿?失禁44人4時間

Source global Wall Street Journal     time 2020-02-18 08:12:26
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【WNZ-422】THE放尿?失禁44人4時間 �


`Anddoyoulikeit?'

Soitseemedtohereverywhere.ThecolliersatTevershallweretalkingagainofastrike,anditseemedtoConniethereagainitwasnotamanifestationofenergy,itwasthebruiseofthewarthathadbeeninabeyance,slowlyrisingtothesurfaceandcreatingthegreatacheofunrest,andstuporofdiscontent.Thebruisewasdeep,deep,deep...thebruiseofthefalseinhumanwar.Itwouldtakemanyyearsforthelivingbloodofthegenerationstodissolvethevastblackclotofbruisedblood,deepinsidetheirsoulsandbodies.Anditwouldneedanewhope.

Anddimlysherealizedoneofthegreatlawsofthehumansoul:thatwhentheemotionalsoulreceivesawoundingshock,whichdoesnotkillthebody,thesoulseemstorecoverasthebodyrecovers.Butthisisonlyappearance.Itisreallyonlythemechanismofthere-assumedhabit.Slowly,slowlythewoundtothesoulbeginstomakeitselffelt,likeabruise,whichOnlyslowlydeepensitsterribleache,tillitfillsallthepsyche.Andwhenwethinkwehaverecoveredandforgotten,itisthenthattheterribleafter-effectshavetobeencounteredattheirworst.

`ThetraditionofEngland!ofthis!'

Wasitjustthat?Shewastobecontenttoweaveasteadylifewithhim,allonefabric,butperhapsbrocadedwiththeoccasionalflowerofanadventure.Buthowcouldsheknowwhatshewouldfeelnextyear?Howcouldoneeverknow?HowcouldonesayYes?foryearsandyears?Thelittleyes,goneonabreath!Whyshouldonebepinneddownbythatbutterflyword?Ofcourseithadtoflutterawayandbegone,tobefollowedbyotheryes'sandno's!Likethestrayingofbutterflies.

Butshewas.Astrange,wearyyearning,adissatisfactionhadstartedinher.Clifforddidnotnotice:thosewerenotthingshewasawareof.Butthestrangerknew.ToConnie,everythinginherworldandlifeseemedwornout,andherdissatisfactionwasolderthanthehills.

`Andwasheacollierhimself?'

`Imindmore,nothavingason,whenIcomehere,thananyothertime,'hesaid.

SoitwaswithClifford.Oncehewas`well',oncehewasbackatWragby,andwritinghisstories,andfeelingsureoflife,inspiteofall,heseemedtoforget,andtohaverecoveredallhisequanimity.Butnow,astheyearswentby,slowly,slowly,Conniefeltthebruiseoffearandhorrorcomingup,andspreadinginhim.Foratimeithadbeensodeepastobenumb,asitwerenon-existent.Nowslowlyitbegantoassertitselfinaspreadoffear,almostparalysis.Mentallyhestillwasalert.Buttheparalysis,thebruiseofthetoo-greatshock,wasgraduallyspreadinginhisaffectiveself.


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